January 2012
17 posts
Yesterday's tear.
“The worst thing I could ever find out is that you got over me without me ever being under with you. I always came off awkward & the timing was never right. But I guess now we’ll both never know but I know I’ll never forgive myself for my silence.”
- Copied from my Facebook last night
The endless struggle.
You know what sounds amazing?
10-piece chicken nuggets w/ ranch & bbq dipping sauces, large french fries & a giant Coke to wash it all down aka my favourite meal @ McDonalds.
It’s been only 14 days… but I know in the end; all the boneless chicken breasts, salads w/ fat-free dressing & no crutons, egg whites, & grilled fish plus all the hours logged in at the gym will...
Temptation lost today.
I really wanted chicken nuggets but I got a salad instead & at McDonalds, that’s pretty impressive. :)
Just gotta keep saying no. 1st week down, the rest of the year to go!
Bully.
Thing is, you think I’m scared of you. Well, you’re wrong. Just because I let you throw your temper tantrum & I try to keep a fair distance doesn’t make me afraid of you. It just means I don’t want to aggreviate you anymore than you are; I’m actually doing you a courtesy. But when you continue to be a little pissant, I have no problem sticking up for myself &...
Happy New Year (yesterday.)
I know everyone says this & I know I’m no different but I really do wanna make some ‘serious’ changes in the upcoming year. And I know what you’re thinking, why now? You didn’t need a new year to make these adjustments in your life but I guess it’s the whole wiping the slate clean & starting fresh kind of feeling. I’m not gonna say what these...
December 2011
13 posts
Poop.
Laptop/ Macbook/ Netbook shopping is SO frustrating… & pricey!
Updates!
These past few weeks have been eventful… for once. Ha! Let’s recap:
- My laptop went to shit & of course, stupid me, I didn’t back up anything. According to Geek Squad, it’s my graphic card. Well, fuck, that’s a bummer. Not even anything legit like a virus or something. Well at least my files can be saved. I really didn’t wanna start my music collection ALL...
I'm literally sitting here thinking...
“Did that really just fucking happen?!”
Shit.
November 2011
34 posts
Tuesday came too soon...
I’m gonna miss him! :(
Black Ops;
Couldn’t deny $30 off so I bought it on Black Friday…
Opened it last night & poof… I suck but I love killing zombies! :)
Epic-ness.
Me: Thanks, you're always so good to me.
Him: It's because it's you, Dee.
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I think I’ve known this for awhile now…
I couldn’t tell you the exact date, time, or place. All I can say it happened… sooner than later. And I’ve been trying to hold on for dear life but I can’t keep pushing this anymore than I have. It’s not that I blame you for what happened but to say you played no part would be a lie. I’ll always question what...
Black Friday
Yay, Best Buy opened at midnight this year for the 1st time!
This year, we had some of our best deals & we had the lines to prove it. :) So happy to be a part of an amazing team esp my department cos we stuck together & conquered 13 hours together. It seemed endless! But happy to say, we owned it & in a jolly good time. I haven’t laughed so hard in forever!
I am a...
I say this A LOT but I (am trying to) mean it this...
I’m gonna start using my Twitter, damnit.
Username: cheezin360
:)
Harsh words were said this morning...
… & if he was looking for a way to push me away, it worked.
Someday (soon) I might forgive what was said in the heat of the moment, but they say the truth comes out when feelings are tested & sober thoughts come out of drunken mouths. I may get past this but I always remember.
I’m at a loss. After all this year has brought us, he could say such things…