These past few weeks have been eventful… for once. Ha! Let’s recap:

- My laptop went to shit & of course, stupid me, I didn’t back up anything. According to Geek Squad, it’s my graphic card. Well, fuck, that’s a bummer. Not even anything legit like a virus or something. Well at least my files can be saved. I really didn’t wanna start my music collection ALL OVER AGAIN. It’s been overdue, I guess. My laptop is outdated… six years. Haha, oh well.

- Since Black Friday, I’ve been in robot machine mode & pulling 50 hour work weeks out of my ass & on barely any sleep. I work seven days a week & everytime I think of quitting, I look at my bank statements & poof, I’m convinced to stay. The money IS nice, I can’t argue. Not to mention, when you sing Journey drunk w/ your co-workers, it’s kind of a bonding experience. As for Key, it’s gravy town.

- I think it FINALLY hit me that some people are just not worth it. It’s gotten to the point of no return. I mean, if you don’t give a fuck, why should I? Simple as that. I’m wasting too many neurons caring about people who don’t even think of me. Time to stop that. Step one; unsubscribing to their updates on Facebook. Funny, Facebook actually encourages ‘unfriend’-ing them. Let’s hold off on that. But I guess that’s where it’ll lead to eventually… time to stop giving third, fourth, fifth chances.

- My mom’s test results are negative! Blessed, grateful, thankful, happy… you name it! I almost cried when I heard the great news. My mom is amazing. Such a fighter. Love! <3

- Lastly, I had to say goodbye to my best friend (at work). Not really considering I’ve seen him four times since that uneventful Tuesday but still… it’s not the same & it never will be again. He was my buddy, my confidant, & why I loved work so much. Now that he’s gone, it’s just been this empty feeling I’ve been dealing with. And once again, like every relationship in my life, I come off as what seems the only person who cares. Sigh, we’ll see where this goes… or doesn’t go… I apologize for being so emo about it. I feel like I just lost something amazing & I’ll never have it back. :(

- I got deleted… from ha, okay, you know who you are. I bet you probably are gonna read this considering I know you ‘follow’ my updates but I’m so sorry you don’t have a mind of your own & you have to jump on the bandwagon led by ‘him.’ What happened between me & him was between me & him not you. But thanks for thinking you were important enough but you weren’t. :)

Ha, okay, it doesn’t seem like much I guess. Oh well, this will probably be my last update for awhile. I’ve only got my iPod & Sidekick to go by & I don’t update Tumblr there. Happy holidays everyone!